some people.

hey everyone. its been awhile. =[
now, im not exactly sure who still read my stupid blog i just wanna update this thing once in awhile so i can remind myself what happened to my life around this time. (good or bad.)

soo, right now, im at work. bored as hell but hey, i get paid 19 dollars an hour. therefore this is like the best boredom ever. hehee. im supposed to work til 10 tonight but my coworker called off sick which we all know is not true. *your still my favorite gay friend scott.=)* so now i have to work overtime. which again, is not that bad considering the fact that im going to get an extra 30 bucks for every hour of overtime. heyyyyy girl heyyyyy. =DDD

so yesterday, i just bought my wii & rockband. finally.
before i started working, i promised myself i was going to get them way back when. i finally just got it. =p hehhee.. my brother loves playing with it. and he's just a year old. imagine when he's like 3. lmao. so i bought it at gamestop with my bee & seastarr. somehow i saw a familiar face. weird though. super weird and awkward. she didnt say nothing because duh? why would she. she basically is the reason why i dont speak to my bestfriend anyway. *somehow this is making me angry.* my bestfriend does not want me to be part of his life. why should i keep fighting for him to be part of mine. it hurts but i have to accept it. it makes me angry but i just have to let it go. some people just dont appreciate people until theyre gone. i hope he realizes that he wont find another friend who can care for him as much as i care about him. REGRET & KARMA. thats all i gotta say. so much memories went to waste. it still makes me cry when songs remind me of him or the stuff we used to do together, things we talk about for hours and hours... gone.

that chapter of my life officially ended. and i dont need a lot of bestfriends. i have enough. im happy i have them.

i miss my girls. i miss a lot of people. just some people.

im a workaholic.